Wednesday, April 26, 2017

Can't Handle This: a conversation

1:39pm; a conversation featuring the mind and C.O.
Living within the middle of a memory, each moment slowly passing frame by frame. I can't handle this right now... I just want to stay true to myself.
But he went down, fortifying the one place he doesn't belong; my heart.
Thus the vicious cycle continues, with my mental/physical health rapidly declining as it goes.
Repeating those words, over and over. You always did know how to use that mou-
C.O: "Amanda?"
         "I have some life advice for you... don't let anyone take you for granted"

She knew. Deep down she always knew; the blinded half, the one in which others aren't allowed to see, the soul crushing problems life so gracefully challenges us with in which the fallen moments effortlessly continue.

Not a moment had passed in settling for the simple yet meaningful response of "Thank you." as I wish it gives her everything I can't myself.

https://youtu.be/rYy0o-J0x20 ~ Bo Burnham inspired ]

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